Grrr!!!!

As previously posted I had another seizure last Wednesday.   I think I missed a dosage of my pills but still, something isn’t right.  I miss one dosage and only 3 hours later I have a seizure?  They said that stress may had an effect on it too.  I asked my parents and they said duh, you are totally overstressed and the at work they forced me to take time off for the exact same reason.  But they don’t get it.  They send me home and all it does is make it harder for me when I come back because no one can do what I do there, GRRR!!!  Even when I was forced ‘off’ they would call me at home or email me to handle things.  Its like, this would be way easier if you just let me come to work instead of guessing or trying to direct you through my office!!  So I go back work tomorrow with no doctor’s note or anything and dependent on mommy or daddy to drive to and from work again.  It will be interestin if they me in or not.  They seemed pretty adament about me not coming back without a note but with their depedency on me now, and deadlines approaching I am willing to bet they will ‘forget’ to ask me for the note.

Here we go again

Just when I thought I had this stupid cancer thing beat … I had another seizure last Wednesday.  Now I am too scared to drive or anything for that matter.  I got sent home from work two days in a row because they don’t want me there until my doctor gives the okay.  I try to get a hold of the guy and he won’t return my calls or emails.  I don’t know why I am writing this, I guess I just want to write it down and get it off my chest.

Oh wells, I’ll get through this just like every other thing in my life.